10月的某个星期篇

10月20日

今天除了上课以外，就是一直想设计~*都快想疯了~*

晚上跟PT11一起出去~*难得的松懈~*

可是回到来却已经11点多了~而且成了落汤鸡~

冲好凉、洗好头发和衣服~

就开始用AI来画design，一画就画到了凌晨5点左右~

因为撑不下去了，所以没design完就去收拾行李然后睡觉~

10月21日

set好闹钟要7点醒，结果8点才自动弹起来~

匆匆的去上课~

上课上到上一半，我开始咳嗽，咳到喘不过气来..

Tutor--cik zan坚持带我去clinic pelajar~*感动ing*

Cik zan的人超好~我超感动的~有妈妈的feel~

她要我问能不能拿reference letter~

结果我被那里的医生助理骂.. *人家只是问问嘛..*

获准提早回去休息后，我就回宿舍准备去camp的东西~

12点多左右走去main library bus stop等，然后就出发咯~

抵达目的地--Hulu Langat的时候，全部人都傻眼了~ XD

小kampong~用河水冲凉~饮用山水~

身为城市小孩的我们还蛮不习惯的~

过后活动就开始咯~

一开始的时候我真的很彷徨，

不知道自己要做什么，可是又没有问 =.=" *对不起..*

Camp的第一个晚上下雨，看不到满天繁星.. *小失望ing*

晚上settle好，开完会后~

才很懵懵懂懂地在凌晨2点左右睡觉~

10月22日

今天有jungle trekking~可是他们说我病了不能去.. *大失望ing*

凌晨6点多被冷醒~*这里的天然风比冷气还冷~*

看着大家准备着要去jungle trekking~

我还是忍不住地一直念：“我要去...” XD

只是念念而已~因为想我这只病羊~

跟着去的确会连累别人.. Q.Q

*怕病菌传染给朋友~被逼戴口罩~*

吃完早餐后~嘉欣突然说要庆祝可韵的生日~

也顺便庆祝俊炜和懿娴的生日~

我们就很spontan的说：“整她吧~”

我们的计划是这样：

首先，找来了2大男主角--添松+文杰~

为什么找他们呢??

可韵很关心所有出席的筹委~所以她都会注意谁谁谁会不会闷/不开心~

昨晚开会的时候，她有提出这两位男主角似乎闷闷不乐的~

她担心会不会是培训营不够好玩，所以他们好像显显的~

因此，我们就决定顺水推舟~

让这两位男主角说想要退出全辩~

结果，他们3个人谈了很久~

过后我就悄悄问文杰结果如何~

文杰：“她很冷静叻，很steady哦，讲ok喔~她也没有留我们..”

我：“啊? 她酱冷静?”

文杰：“是咯~等下我跟她讲我打电话给我的父母，我今天就要走了~”

我：“哦哦~ok啊”

文杰跟可韵讲了过后~

可韵看起来有点down可是又硬装着没事~

然后召开紧急中委会议~

知情者就暗喜~因为计划成功了 XD

开会的时候，可韵显得蛮激动的~

她说她没有留他们因为不喜欢勉强别人，不想看他们不开心~

而且她很sad~尤其是文杰说今天要走的时候~

过后，她说可能我们可以跟他们（男主角们）谈谈~*哈~正中下怀~*

过后，我们就假假要跟他们“谈谈”~

其实是下去准备蛋糕~

灯一关，听到有女生尖叫~*因为他们在玩着，我们突然关灯~*

“Happy Birthday to You~ Happy Birthday to You~♪”

可韵有些愣着，然后就问他们刚才是不是在骗她的~

应该是知道自己被骗后，放下心头大石~哭了~

也给了两位男主角大大的拥抱~

看看看~假假装着潇洒地让他们离开~

其实心里是很难过很想留下他们的咯~~

今晚的夜空，我看见了满天繁星~超超超开心的~

宇宙真的真的很大很奥妙~突然觉得自己好渺小~

10月23日

Camp的最后一天~大家有早起~

吃完早餐，是听美女主播-晓蕙的分享~

午餐后，有些人已经迫不及待的下水了~

我却只能去浸浸脚.. *超超失望ing*

多希望可以跟大家一起玩 T___T

玩完+拍完照后，我们就准备回学校咯~

回到宿舍，我没有休息~

开始打扫房间、冲凉、洗衣~

吃晚饭后，离meeting的时间又快到了~

所以又没有休息到,结果突然好累好累~

走去1st college的时候，还边走边睡~

平时边走边睡很没有安全感~

今天的我竟然觉得这样睡很舒服，差点就睡路边了~ ^皿^

脑袋不清醒的我~根本不能思考~

阿雄也一直不明白我在讲什么~

过后他坚持陪我走回宿舍~说怕我给车撞 XD

回到宿舍~差不多10点40分~我就睡了~哈~第一次~

事情又被堆积了..

唉..压力压力~~~

来吧~我不怕~~因为我是铁超人~~ 加油!!

Lost..

上个sem，我曾在fac拾到一架普通的SE~

它被遗忘在凳子上，我注意它一段时间..

却发现四周似乎没有人去在意它..

我朋友告诉我说不要去理它，会有人拿的~

我却担心..有人会在主人回来找之前就占为己有..

于是我拿起手机开始寻找线索--主人的名字+样子+朋友..

一看，哦~ 异族朋友的，而且没有钱了..

还用自己的电话尝试联络她的朋友，不果..

我就这样傻傻地站在原地等，也忘了等了多久..

突然看见一个女生，头还带着motor的头盔，

一脸慌张的往我这里“走”来，眼神在寻找些什么~

当我把手机拿出来的时候，她突然显得很开心..

我知道..我要找的就是她了~

我把电话还给她，

她的眼神和肢体语言显示出她松了一口气的心情~

那天的我很开心..

虽然有些人会觉得我很多事，放着就可以了~

可是不知道怎么的..我就是很在意..

那时候的我是这样想的：

“虽然我不曾遗失手机，但站在对方的角度来说，

即使是很不起眼的手机，对他/她而言，一定有它自己的价值。

而且如果有一天事情发生在我身上，

我也会想要有人能帮我保管，然后还给我。”

现在，事情的确发生了..却不是我想象中的结局..

在我的世界里，很多事我都想得太美了..

所以一次又一次的与现实的残酷对峙..

我好像都会受伤..

哈..什么跟什么嘛..笨蛋..

p.s: 陪伴我3年++的电话..第一架用自己的薪水买的电话..

希望捡到你的人会对你很好..我..好想你~

最近的Eechinophyta..

今天下午我和应伟很spontaneous的去了DTC量舞台~

从2nd college走去KPS的时候~

我很心血来潮的选择了平时少走的路线~

走在寂静的人行道上~

不知怎么的~

竟然去注意路边的积水~

结果我发现...

积水里竟然有生物~

*其实不稀奇~好啦~偶有点乡下佬啦~*

我看到了蝌蚪~这真的让我很惊讶~

我从来没想过这不起眼的积水..

竟然会有生物~

这样的发现~让我莫名其妙的开心起来~

*突然发现我好久好久没有好好的欣赏大自然了...*

走着走着~又让我看见了鱼狗~

*来不及拍~借用网站的~*

就快到KPS的时候~

又让我很近距离的看见松鼠~

蹦蹦跳跳地在我前面走着~

*超可爱的~*

回宿舍的途中也看见了“红豆”--相思豆~

*树上是满满的相思豆~*

心情突然很愉快起来~

这几天的我其实很彷徨无助..

就像别人说的：“I'm lost..”

什么也不想做..

一直想放弃一切..

有多少次我忍住泪水，

装作若无其事的样子..

想笑却笑不出..

但是..其实朋友们都看在眼里..

那一天在lab我出去回来后，

发现自己的纸上多了一张便条：

*超感动的~!! TuT*

也许老天爷发现我开始迷失自己~

所以安排了今天的偶遇吧~

大自然又让我重新找回自己~

它提醒我重新去留意身边的小事物~

它提醒我重新去享受大自然的一切~

还记得1st year 1st sem的时候~

好几次~我借着“跑步”的名义欺骗自己~

拿着相机绕着校园边“跑”边欣赏大自然的美~

还在路边傻傻地拾相思豆~ XP

感觉上那时候的我很简单~

现在被复杂化了... XD

*嘻嘻~*

重新找回自己~

感觉真好~ ^o^

谢谢大自然~~!! ♥♥

我喜欢，不我爱~

幸福很简单，

简单就是幸福~♥

5 Oct: Day in UM

Hmm.. went to Pusat Perubatan UM (PPUM) for the 1st time on this day~

Reason??

Hee~ went for body check up~

Was suspicious about certain thing~ X)

Since I'm staying in 2nd college~

Is in fact quite near to PPUM,

but I don't really know how to go there via 6th college~

*heard that there's shortcut from 6th college to PPUM*

Thus, I was hoping that some1 would accompany me to PPUM~

*is kinda scary to go alone.. for me XD*

My friend did offer to accompany me~

But I rejected coz I don't really want to trouble them..

*I have to go PPUM by 73oam and don't know till what time*

So, on this particular day~

I woke up at 530am~

and departed at 635am~

*need to go earlier to find the place since I'm not familiar with it*

Well.. is kinda scary to walk alone..

especially when going somewhere you're not familiar with~

I managed to reach the Fac of Medic~

and luckily there is some1 for me to seek direction to~

But the path she showed me..

Err.. is like a mini alley with slightly dim light~

*hehe.. scary.. X|*

I reached at the destination about 7am~

*registration starts at 73oam*

and there's a Q already.. @.@!!

I'm the 14th people (according to my number)~

I did explore a bit about PPUM~

*saw Secret Recipe X)*

And my long waiting started..

*after 0014 I got another number: 1024 (waiting for the 5th counter)*

*dislike waiting T___T*

so many procedure~

the only thing that I like is..

I managed to read my notes~

*coz nothing to do~ :P*

My cousin wanted to accompany me but she got meeting~

So she asked my uncle and aunty to call me~

*find out where I am so they could come over*

They speak Hokkien/Teow Chew~

But I'm a dialect dummy~

I told them with my broken dialect skills that I'm okay to be alone~

*which is not true*

Sitting alone at the bench..

reading my notes..

waiting for my turn..

My phone rang again and my uncle asked me where I am~

*I replied him in Mandarin X)*

In the end, they still came~

*touched*

I cried when I saw them~

*hehe~ TuT*

My aunty even takeaway fried kwey tiao for me~

*happy :D*

Finally, is my turn at 11am+~

By the way~ the number they arranged for is kinda weird~

eg. from 8002 - 8001 - 8003 - me~

After checking up~

I was told that is not really what I've been worried~

*hmm.. should have agree to arrange for surgery X)*

I left happily without asking for MC for my skipped lectures~ @.@"

On the way back~

I bought brownies for me and roomie :D

*Vienna Brownies~*

*Apple Cheese Brownies~*

And the lab was cancelled due to rainy day~

*I enjoyed myself walking in rain~*

Sigh.. suddenly thought of all my undone things~ :(

Anyway, just wanna share with you guys~

That day my tutor told me:

"You should know your priority as a student."

Hmm.. even as a student~

My priority is to get enough sleep~

But due to certain factors..

I still gave up my priority~

So don't tell me to know what priority theory =.="~

To me..

I'll do what I think is important to me~

I wanna do what I like to do~

without hurting any1~

Is okay if I'm hurt..

*unknown bruises on my knee*

as long as it is not hurting others..

even if it does hurt..

I hope that it can be minimised to the least hurtful level..

This is who I am..

The Making of My Masterpiece~

1: Draft your guitar with measurements~

2: Carve the shape of the guitar holder~

(p/s: I used the stick from ice-cream)

3: Draw your guitar and cut it out~

(p/s: Cut 2 pieces of the similar shape 1 for top 1 for base~)

4: Cut out a long long cupboard/box and cut it as shown below~

(p/s: It will be used to thicken the guitar)

5: Attach (4) on to the base of your guitar~

6: This is how it looks like~

(p/s: I change the shape because my friend's guitar look like this~)

7: Attach the base with a nice cover~

(p/s: I used the box of ice-cream~ the colour looks like the base~)

8: Attach the details of the guitar to the top~

9: Attach the "string" to the guitar~

10: Waiting it to dry~

10: Attach the top to (7)~ coloured it if you want to and there you are~

Handmade guitar~~♥♥

11: You can sew a guitar bag too~

(p/s: no procedure is recorded~ oops XD)

Guitar + Its baggy~

Guitar inside the baggy~♥

Hope you guys enjoy reading~

*Proud of my master piece~♥♥*

Busy Week·Roller Coasting Mood

Wow.. it has been 2 weeks since my blog was last updated (.__.")

Reason?

Yea~ I was busy with lots of stuff:

1. Lantern Parade: 18 Sept

2. PT interviews: 19-21 Sept

3. Study Limnology

4. Meeting for National Varsity Chinese Debate

5. Draw PiPi for PT usage~♥

6. Meet up with PiPi's manufacturer

7. Tidy up PT room after the disaster

8. Thinking of designs for PT~

9. Artwork for certain usage~

Yet I still used up some time to:

1. Watch movie -- Nasi Lemak 2.0

2. Enjoy Snowflakes~♥

3. Blogging~ (doing it now)

4. Facebook-ing~ :P

5. Jogging~♥

And throughout all these~

I had a roller coasting mood..

There are 3 days (according to my frend) I was emo-ing~

*actually I think more than 3 days*

Hmm.. I guess I'm not pro in withstanding stresses..

When everything approaches me together at once..

I get tensed up and ended up emo-ing.. :(

*assignments, reports, practicals, blah blah blah..*

Sigh.. there are times where I really feel like giving up..

Giving up my activities..

Just focus on studies..

But.. I can't..

I can't stand facing books and papers everyday..

I can't stand the boredom..

Most importantly.. I don't wanna give up PT..

Although I'm lost sometimes, stressed..

I will stay strong~

*p/s: after I cry la~ muahahaha~*

A big thank you to my friends who:

# Lend me ears: listen to me

# Lend me eyes: read my messages

# Lend me hug: she was forced to :P

I know there are lots of people who are even more stressed..

and they can cope with it..

Why can't I?

I always asked myself..

"Why xxx can cope with multi-multitasks but I can't?"

"Why yyy can sleep less than 5hours per day to complete their works but I can't?"

"Why zzz can..."

Sigh..

I'm just me.. I don't wanna be xxx or yyy nor zzz..

I just wanna be myself..

I know that things should come with priority..

But.. I guess I'm still a kid.. not mature enough..

*I have to learn to be more mature~!!*

The most memorable day is on 29 Sept~

There was a talk in our college~

As usual~ I didn't plan to attend XP

While me and roomie were in room busy with our thingy~

"(Shout) E200 turun!!"

Me and my roomie were shocked~

I put down my scissors (I was doing artwork),

ran towards the switch and turn off our light + fan~

Then silently return to my seat~

"(Shout) E300 turun!!"
"(Knocking on doors) Sila turun! Turun turun!"

Me and my roomie listen to all these in darkness~ (Giggling~ :D)

With our lappies on~

The lights from the screens are the only light source~

*hehe~ :)*

Imagine~ you saw 2 faces in a dark room.. *Screaming*

Is so funny~

I even told my roomie that we should scared them IF they open our room~

*evil~ ngek ngek ngek~*

The craziest thing is I was so tensed up that day~

I can't stand the negative energy in my body~

So, I went jogging at 8pm~ XD

From 2nd college to 8th college~

Actually the day before that day~

4am - 7.45am: Sleep~

9am - 11am+: Lab~

11.30am - 12.30pm: Lied on bed (can't fall asleep =_=)

1230pm - 1.15pm: Lunch + write personal details for juniors

1.30pm - 5pm+: Went library for literature review~

5pm+ - 6pm: Interview for PT

6pm - 6.30pm~ Dinner

6.30pm - 745pm: Certify my course + on9-ing~

8pm-9pm: Jogging

So I'm kinda impressed by my negative energy~

I never thought that I could really have energy after all those stuffs~

Anyway~

I'll keep it up~ ^o^

*Gambateh Eechinophyta~!!*

*Miss my cutie bro~*